I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before you go
Just so you know
ok so that was that. xD erm erm. yest went to johor with ma family's side. good fun. maybe i should go to the previous day. went out with the same group of ppl . three families. 15 people i think. oh wait lets go back to the day before that. xD. 16 december. =D. decided to sleep over at ma grandparents place. guess why? to watch the soccer matches lah what else. xD. man u won liverpool baybeh. haha i watched the match with ma uncle who was *cough* a liverpool supporter. damn amusing. xD. i have to admit liverpool were the superior side but too bad ah. xD. from the start ma uncle kept on complaining bout how ineffective harry kewell(sp?) was haha. a lot of times ma uncle was like shouting2 at the tv and there i was laughing ma ass off. xD. then juz before half time tevez scored. muahahaha. i kacau ma uncle like free liddat and he threatened to beat me up. xD but in the end the worse he did was throw a few pillows at me. xD. then there was once ryan babel took a shot and it beat vander sar. ma uncle jumped from his seat and even shouted goal but then it went wide. xD. that caused me to laugh even louder. ahahaha. damn amusing with his face expression when it didn't go in. priceless i tell ya. xD. oh and whyle waiting for next for next match to begin we watched the results of asian idol. shocking i tell ya. oh oh and hady's reaction was bloody priceless i tell ya. pure shock b4 breaking down. xD. ma parents incidentally was recording the result show and i heard aft the show they kept on repeating that moment
look at 14 seconds. quite blur soray. hilarious i tell ya. ok anyway. yeah. slept halfway thru the arsenal chelsea match coz i was tired it was *coughs* too boring xD. woke up the next day at arnd 9. wow. amazingly. xD. was informed arsenal won. damn. now they still top of table. xD. but what the heck. okay so like suddenly ma aunt called to say that we were all going wild wild wet. THE REAL ONE THIS TIME. xD. so yeah. oh oh and suddenly i heard ma granparents home phone ring so i answered. the person said wrong number when she heard ma voice. then a few seconds ltr call again. i answer then she like silent liddat. i asked who it was and it turned out to be ma aunt. i said this fawwaz. then she was like oh. she did not recognise ma voice. hmph. so insulted. xD. she thot it was another man or what. wtfish. xD. ok so ANYWAY, it started raining so it was cancelled. then they said wana go vivo( and it was raning yo!) but then tak jadi again. wasted. i told them it would be fun at vivo when raining. but i couldnt ans when they asked why fun to the parents. so it was scrapped. =( then thot of going snow city but then AGAIN tak jadi, haiyo... then in the end juz went to some mall in jurong. jurong mall? i duno. xD. ate at namquet then we ate some gelato ice cream thang. they claim to maake i healthier kinda ice cream. =_=. LOL. then we walk2 arnd before going to as-syakirin(sp?) to pray asar and maghrib. we then wanted to go bowling (again) at jurong but we did not know of any bowling place in jurong. so we made our way to captains place back at the east. xD. so kecoh sia. ate there before making our way to the bowling place ecp there. heard it closed quite late so yeah. we played guys versus gals. haha. even all the adults played. first game for me i did okay okay ah. quite bad. xD. guyz won. muahahha. then the second game ma aunt kept on disturbing me! grrr... haha. i seriously sucked in that game. xD. but i got higher then ma aunt. so still happy ah. =P but then the gals won the second game. so yeah. aft bowling we thot of gg to coffee bean but it was already closed. i was already rnd midnight then. so we settled down at the macs there and tok2 till like 3? then some of them went on to go to the beach whyle i went hme with ma younger bro. i was too tired! bgn 9 oi! xD reached hme quite late and juz whoosh-ed into dreamland. xD. i guess thats all for now. i updated. happy? xD
if she gets what she wants, will she want what she gets?
-WaZ
